July 29th, 2008

new poem, would love comments

Posted by Debbie in poetry

                                       Take your last toxic breath looking right into the sun

 

And so the well informed liberal

With the nice car and big heart

Looked over at me from the couch

And said

I mean, what are we supposed to do now?

“I I mean do we even vote when we know it’s a fixed race?”

 

then we talked about his I phone

how he both loved it and hated it

at the same time

24/7 hours of entertainment

but

they have you harder by the bulbs

and

we kind of went back  and forth

for awhile about adverse conspiracy theories

to laugh for a second

eventually we talked about vices

and it was a good word spar

neck in neck at points

 

what we eventually decided

was that

yes, this is happening

all around us

we are all in it together

and fuck the fact that weed ain’t great for me

I’ve got a short term life span

Screaming me into submission

 

There are many ways to

Lobotomize yourself

And now is the time

 

Assume crash positions

Definitely try for some pity sex

And just sit and watch with the rest of us

 

I’m sorry We weren’t closer.

July 28th, 2008

Promo Flyer for new KSE chap!

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July 26th, 2008

new poem, would love comments

Posted by Debbie in poetry

                                      More dumb doomsday shit

 

The car is likely to be repossessed

And we only got our electricity back on yesterday

But we know

There are so many more out there

 

I made myself sick with worry

Throwing up

Night terrors

And I’m frequently hospitalized with

My stomach troubles

 

I wish memories rotted away

Like my teeth did

Back in my drinking days

But they don’t

And perhaps that’s the best

 

I’m not a PERSONAL friend

Of Bill W….

However, his ridiculous steps

Still keep me standing

In the end

 

I’ve been ripped off

Pissed off

Fucked over

Wrongly judged

And lost a great deal of kick ass vinyl

 

But the point is

None of those things matter anymore

Neither does what I see when I

Look in the mirror

 

I never was good at denial

I always wanted to blow up Fox

 

So, I’m just gonna pull out a lawn chair

And wait for the fireworks

One fucker pushes the red button

And it won’t matter how many numbers

You had on your cell phone

Or even if anyone notices that you die.

 

All that matters is moment to moment

I have good ones and bad ones

I reject the idea that mental illness is a form of weakness

I spit on the stigma

If you aren’t a LITTLE fucked up by now…

They’ve already got you.

July 25th, 2008

Pics from the 2008 S.F. Zine-fest!

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July 23rd, 2008

Review of C. Allen’s and S.A. Griffin’s newest chapbook…

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Through These Eyes/C. Allen Rearick

The Fucker Inside/S.A. Griffin

$6- Tainted Coffee Press 1417 Southlyn Drive Kettering, OH 45409 www.zygoteinmycoffee.com reviewed by Christopher Robin (with additional commentary provided by Debbie Kirk)_

On one side of this split chap we have veteran L.A. wordsmith Griffin, who provides seven erotically tinged poems that have all the charisma and style of his previous poems, but more bawdy, sexual in nature, and it totally works.  Of course Griffin does not want to be considered an “erotic” poet, as the piece, ‘Cunt Pussy Dick Cock Fuck Poem’ will attest. Like his predecessors the Beats, Griffin is not afraid to find the erotic, or holy, in the mundane: “I am always suspect of anything that dares to call itself/erotic…bad television &a/ t.v. dinner can be/erotic…..honest poverty/a crusty towel by the side of the bed….” In ‘I Ate Fig Newtons Until I Puked,’ Griffin describes gluttony from food to sex, childhood till now: “We binge and purge/&it hurts so fucking good/that I don’t think I can stand to go/thru it/again/until the next time.” ‘Long Distance,’ is a dialogue poem about separation coupled with very hot phone sex. I read it a few times to try and understand what the characters actually meant to each other, it seemed to be more of a sad story, one the reader might want to follow further, and with lines like: “I want to stick a cordless power tool up your butt” (from ‘You Could Measure My Passion with A Stick,’) he proves he is still a writer of great depth, and also not afraid to poke fun at himself and human relationships in general. I don’t think I’ve ever read a poem of his that didn’t stick in my gut, his lines weaving in and out of my mind like only the best poems can do. If Griffin fucks like he writes, and I might assume he does, he is at least double threat, and triple if you consider he is one of the truest outlaw poets writing today. Always with a bullet, never missing. The poetry in this chap, is humorous, profound, and unlike a porn movie, totally believable

On the other side of this chap we have a poet who is still making his bones in the poetry world, and the work is nothing short of amazing. ‘Eating Hotdogs with My Cousin’ is a beautiful tribute to an old world institution, the Woolworth’s lunch counter. Sensitive and poignant, it brought back my own memories of childhood and simpler times: “My body slipping slowly into sleep, satisfied with/the idea that a simple memory/of eating hot dogs/with my cousin while in Woolworth’s/would be enough to fill/the aching in my/stomach.” In Rearicks recollections, he brings much sadness to his poems, for things in his life, losses not always named but illustrated very clearly. He stirs more memories with his vivid verse in: ‘As I Enjoy the Here and Now:’ “I pondered the scent/of old, used books, pages tilled worn and sallow/by dead fingerprints/of former thought.” These sentences brought to mind Brautigan who also had a way of carving out the smallest gems from memories and distilling them into very tight, imagistic lines like Rearick does here. And in this book, we also see he is influenced by Raymond Carver, another excellent storyteller. Many of these poems are filled with longing, like William Taylor, Jr’s work, and Rearick, also a philosophical, drinking poet, strings sentences together that are very deep and satisfying to read: “I can feel a curiosity/written deep/in awkward cursive longing/it separates our lives/like semi-colons/locked within a fight for independence,” (from ‘So the Story Goes’). This poem is definitely one of the best in the book, but all of the 24 poems are worth reading more than once. Since Debbie Kirk was originally asked to write this review, I’ve included an additional paragraph from her:  “C. Allen has knocked it out of the park.  He makes fellow poets scratch their heads in awe…even the academics would piss on themselves to get their claws in him. But C. Allen is no scenester.  Casey makes words his bitch, only when they leave in the early morning they in fact leave HIM a tip.  He soars over me and all of us to form his own seraphim poet.  Yet, there is not a sign of pretense in his writing.  His Mohawk can’t hide his blue collar.  And what better way to affect and change the system than from the INSIDE, right?  Him being a main operative in the Guerilla Poetics Project is on the beginning.  He takes words and creates anarchy and peace.  Chaos and understanding.  Then he rolls it all into a big ball and throws it at you. If you are lucky enough to catch it…you are left holding all the answers and wondering what the questions are! Viva La C. Allen.  Lead us to a poetic revolution dude.  I’d follow his words anywhere.  I am saying I believe all of us dirty, broken, struggling, starving and angry poets get behind C. Allen and march. 

     Instead of writing him and asking if you can swap chaps with him, support the small press. This is a mere $6.00 and well worth it.  Thanks to Tainted Coffee Press for noticing true talent!” Debbie Kirk www.tntkirk.com

July 15th, 2008

SF ZINE FEST

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I will be attending the SF Zine Fest this weekend with some friends. Lots of GREAT presses and great poets will come out so if you’re in the are you should come, its free, and here’s the info.

http://sfzinefest.com/exhibitors.html

Also I will be attending the Zygote reading In November, I have to be on the East Coast on Decemeber anyway.  I got to spend the weekend with Jennifer Blowdryer and she’s SO COOL. I think shes going this weekend too.

My next chapbook “Broken” is due out from KSE Publication later this month or early next month!

this is what you are missing this weekend if you don’t get your butt down to the zine fest

Special Guests

Cindy Crabb has been publishing Doris since 1991. Her stories of self and experience reach a level of intimacy and common ground achieved by few other perzine authors. Doris #25 was released earlier this year, and Doris: an Anthology 1991-2001 was released in 2005 by Microcosm Publishing. Cindy is also the editor of Support zine, a collection of stories about surviving abuse.

Vanessa Davis’s first collection of exhuberant and hilarious diary comics Spaniel Rage was published in 2005 by Buenaventura Press to popular acclaim; and she continues to self-publish further installments while simultaneously creating comics and illustrations for the likes of the New York Times, Kramer’s Ergot, Stuck in the Middle, Dear Diary, and many more. She is currently working on her next book.

Confirmed Exhibitors

1984 Printing
3 Fish Studios
Absolutely Small
AK Press
All Hail Sandwiches
All This Is Mine
Attempted Not Known
Kelly Lee Barrett
Bitter Pie Comix
Cantaraville
Michael Capozzola
Clownhead Productions
Company Incorporated/Neon Gray
Ben Costa
Cousin Crafts
Crawdaddy! Magazine
The Cubby Missalette
Curbside Treasure
Cutter Photozine
Danger Publications
Ekim Tiki Productions
Employed by A. Perry
Everybody Get Up
Family Style
Cathy Feiss
Fine Print Press
fixedgeargal
Flash
Emily Alden Foster
Funchicken!
Fuzzy Lunch Box
Gimme Brains!!! Distro
Global Hobo
The Green Lantern Press
The Gutenberg Magazine
Happy Freak Show
Headphonerecord
Hob/Persona Non Grata Press
Hollerotronic Media
Hunter Seeker
Indrind Press
Damien Jay—Plates are Cult
Hellen Jo
Injest Digest
Just Visiting
Brian Kaas
Wednesday Kirwan
Laterborn
Nick Leonard
Minty Lewis—PS Comics
Little Friday Press
Little Paper Planes
The Lonely Seagull
Lucky Space Monkey
Mayor of Awesometown/Track Rabbit
Manic D Press
MariNaomi
Amy Martin Comics
Melaina Comics
Monkey + Seal
Motormouthpress, LLC
Murder Can Be Fun
Namby Pamby Comics
New Lights Press
Nice Ass Industries
Fred “Fredo” Nolan
Nudibranch n’ Narwhal
Ogner Stump’s 1,000 Sorrows
One Bean Press
Origami Press
Penelope Popsical & Peter
Thien Pham
PM Press
Pod Post
Poesy
Punkpunk
Re/Search Magazine
Rad Dad/Little Brown Sparrow
Rock Paper Scissors Zine & Comix Library
San Francisco Cartoonist Conspiracy
Space Pancake (Joey Sayers & Josh Frankel)
Sparkplug Comics
Teenage Dinosaur
Telephone and Soup
Tessa’s Braces
This Blank Page Productions
Trannybear Loves Trout
Tugboat Press
Two Fine Chaps
Use Your Words Press
Wendy Magazine/Not As Good As Something Better
Calvin Wong
Zine Team
Zipgun Magazine

      •Artwork by Vanessa Davis

July 19–20, 2008 · County Fair Building